Grief

Into the Rapids / Ann Braden, Candace Fitzgerald (Narrator), Ann Braden (Narrator)

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Into the Rapids
By: Ann Braden, Candace Fitzgerald (Narrator)
Genre: Middle Grade
Number of Pages: 176
Published: May 13, 2025
Publisher: Nancy Paulsen Books
Dates Read: August 5, 2025 - August 7, 2025
Format: Library Book / Audiobook

When a storm knocks out of the bridge in her remote mountain town, Addy and her mom are cut off from the main road. Now, Addy is worried she won’t be able to make it to the survival camp she’s been looking forward to; it’s the camp where her parents met, and where her late dad set a record for making a fire – she needs to hone her skills and honor their legacy. But now that there’s no power, the light in her mom has also seemed to turn off after being triggered by the ragging river and memoir of Addy’s dad who was killed in a similar storm years ago.

Addy and her mom have always prided themselves in being self-reliant, to the point where they’ve never bothered making friends with the neighbors. But now Addy keeps running into her classmate, Caleb, on the hill above her house where they both get cell service. Caleb’s frantic about a missing neighbor, and Addy is amazed at how well connected he is to get help. When Caleb offers to help her get to camp, can she trust him?

This was a beautifully written middle grade novel that explored the complexities of humans and human emotion. Addy’s mom essentially goes through PTSD after the storm and flash flood because her husband passed in a storm very similar. Addy realizes that what she always thought was her and her mom being independent, was actually being pretty standoffish and learns that trusting people and asking for help aren’t bad things – I loved seeing her growth throughout.

I also enjoy her friendship that blossoms with Caleb and how they both help each other. 

Overall, this middle grade novel takes readers on an action packed journey filled with survival, friendship, and personal growth that readers will easily get immersed in.

*Thank you Nancy Paulsen Books and NetGalley for a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review

All the Blues in the Sky / Renée Watson

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All the Blues in the Sky
By: Renée Watson
Genre: Middle Grade, Novel in Verse
Number of Pages: 208
Published: February 4, 2025
Publisher: Bloomsbury Children’s Books
Dates Read: April 9, 2025 - April 10, 2025
Format: Library Book / Hardcover

Sage’s thirteen birthday was supposed to be staying up late with her best friend with movies, snacks, and watching the sunrise together. Instead, it’s the day her best friend died. Without her, Sage is lost. In a counseling group with other girls who lost someone close to them, she learns loss is not always the same – nor is grief – and the healing process is unpredictable. As Sage grieves, her emotions are all over the place: sadness, loneliness, anger, anxiety, pain, love, guilt… as she experiences new things, Sage may help herself in her grief.

Yet another book I wish I had when I was younger. I was twelve when my Dad was killed in a traffic accident while working. I went through all the emotions Sage goes through in this and more. I do appreciate the fact it mentions grief never really goes away, and that it comes back sometimes unexpectedly – 20 years last August and I’ll still have days I wish my Dad was around to ask questions/talk to.

I never went to a counseling group like Sage does though. My Mom had asked about talking with a therapist, but at the time, therapy and therapist were still kind of taboo and I told her I didn’t want to go; she never pushed. I ended up coping a lot with music, but talking about it while I was younger would have probably helped with my anger.

Overall, this is a beautifully written novel in verse about a young teenager dealing with the sudden loss of her best friend. I believe this would be so helpful to those who have also lost someone close to them suddenly.

Telephone of the Tree / Alison McGhee

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Telephone of the Tree
By: Alison McGhee
Genre: Middle Grade, Novel in Verse
Number of Pages: 208
Published: May 7, 2024
Publisher: Rocky Pond Books
Dates Read: June 15, 2024
Format: Library Book / Hardcover

Ayla and her best friend Kiri have always been tree people. Neighbors and family know they can most likely find them within the branches. But right now, Kiri has gone somewhere far away and Ayla can only wait in the branches of her birch tree for her friend’s return.

Then, a mysterious, old-fashioned phone appears on Ayla’s tree. Where did it come from? And why are people showing up to use this phone to call their passed loved ones?

All Ayla wants is for Kiri to come home. Until then, she will keep Kiri’s things safe, her nightmares to herself, and she will not make a call on that telephone.

As a child who lost her dad at the age of twelve (three days into my seventh grade school year), a telephone in a tree to call him would be amazing, so of course, this made me tear up quite a bit.

This is a quick read. It’s broken up in kind of a novel-in-verse type of way, but not being fully a novel-in-verse. I’ll probably still rope it in with that genre of novel though.

Even though this is a quick read, there is such a punch that gets delivered. I can see this helping younger readers with their grief of a passing loved one. We can’t stay in the denial land (or lalala land) forever and it’s important to have the space to heal and accept in our own time.

This novel is guaranteed to stick with me for a long time, if not forever.
*Thank you Rocky Pond Books and NetGalley for an advance digital copy of this book in exchange for an honest review

49 Days / Agnes Lee

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49 Days
By: Agnes Lee
Genre: Graphic Novel
Number of Pages: 352
Published: March 5, 2024
Publisher: Levine Querido
Dates Read: June 1, 2024
Format: Library Book / Hardcover

Trigger Warnings: Grief

In Buddhist tradition, it takes a soul 49 days to journey between life and rebirth. In the 49 Days graphic novel, readers meet Kit, as she’s on her journey through the transition, as well as her family and friends who are left behind to grieve.

This story is sad but thoughtful as well. Kit struggles in her own journey of being able to move on as well and her family and friends left behind are trying to figure out how best to fill the hole that has now appeared in her absence. 

The story is a little vague on a few details on the journey, but I believe it’s that way so readers can interpret it on their own. I lost my father as a twelve-year-old and I definitely interpret the death of a close family member a lot differently than a lot of my coworkers.

Overall this is a story about grief. It may not be for everybody at certain moments in their life, but they may be able to come back to it. It’s touching and heartwarming as well.