The Fragility of Light
By: Heather S. Lonczak
Genre: Fiction
Number of Pages: 448
Published: March 2, 2024
Publisher: Ivy Lan Press
Dates Read: May 13, 2024 - May 19, 2024
Format: ARC/ eBook

Trigger Warnings: mental illness, psychosis, death, mentions of suicide, suicide attempt, mention of living through the Holocaust, generational trauma, parental neglect 

Sunny Zielinski has a promising future ahead of her. Recently, she lands a job as an editor and gets married to the love of her life, Joshua. Her close close-knit family is her rock, especially her loving grandparents – Holocaust survivors who helped raise her.

Following two major losses, Sunny finds that she’s losing herself. Then, she experiences her first psychotic break and is dropped into a world of fear and confusion as her delusions, hallucinations, and mood symptoms take over, Sunny is enveloped into madness. As Sunny attempts to navigate her symptoms, she struggles between what is reality and what is her illness, who’s there to help her, and what she needs to do to get better.

Told mostly through Sunny’s point of view, there are chapters with her husband Joshua, and her father, Peter, as they all try their hardest to help Sunny in her road to recovery.

My first words of this were just: Wow. This is definitely not an easy read. This will pull at your heartstrings before it helps you stitch it back together near the end.

The author, Heather S. Lonczak holds a master’s degree in clinical psychology along with a lot of other studies and experiences within the field and this novel shows she knows what she’s talking about. I appreciated how the doctors interacted with Sunny when they were talking to her about her illness and about taking her medicine. They treated her like a real person with an illness and not just the illness itself.

The novel is the slightest bit wordy in my opinion, but all the words help you immerse into Sunny’s life all the more. I especially loved reading Joshua or Peter’s chapters after some intense moments of Sunny’s as they tended to give you more insight of habits or events that Sunny either didn’t realize she was doing, or that she thought no one else would know about.

Overall, this novel is a wonderful look at a family adjusting to a new mental diagnosis. It doesn’t shy around the ugliness that a mental illness can cause and the struggle a family can go through. Highly recommending this novel for those who want to read about an experience of a newly diagnosed woman as she and her family try to find her way out of the darkness.

*Thank you Ivy Lan Press and NetGalley for an advance digital copy of this book in exchange for an honest review